Monday, January 19, 2009

Time to Move!

"We were all delighted, we all realized we were leaving confusion and nonsense behind and performing our one noble function of the time, move. And we moved!" - On the Road. As Jack & Neal did 60 years ago, we entered the Lincoln Tunnel and emerged on the Jersey side taking the mysterious sign that pointed "South" with an arrow on Route 1, heading for Trenton then Philadelphia, then on down into Maryland heading for Fells Point in Baltimore, birthplace of Billie Holiday and location of erstwhile TV series "Homicide: Life on the Street" - a site of pilgrimage in itself!


Most of the way we were listening to local radio stations, first jazz from New York City - celebrating the career of drummer Roy Haines giving us a funky seventies soundtrack as we made our way across the Brooklyn Bridge once more and through Manhattan to the tunnel; then picking up a Philadelphia station playing oldies from the sixties, seventies and eighties - lots more soul there including "Thank You (Falettinme Be Mice Elf Agin)" by Sly and the Family Stone; then later still as we got down into Maryland listening to NPR, including a speech by President-elect Obama made today in Baltimore where we were headed ... also listening with new ears to Martin Luther King's "I have a dream" speech from 1963. Lots of comment and discussion on the airwaves about today, Martin Luther King Day in the U.S. and tomorrow, the inauguration of the first African-American President. Like a dream come true.

A sense of history in the making. Something important is happening. And it is good that we are here to witness this and to absorb it into ourselves even though we never planned this when we first hatched the idea of following Kerouac and Cassady down their road. The route (in this case Route 1) and the timing (now January 2009) were predetermined - they are given - and yet what transpires along the way is taking on a life of its own.

Tomorrow we will rise early to drive into Frederick from where we are staying with friends, Frank & Debby in Brunswick MD, to take the MARC train into Washington. We have our tickets. Valid for a particular train on the way in and for a particular train on the way back.

Latest update on my car: passing through Folette, ON over the weekend - hopefully arriving in Toronto tomorrow...

Sunday, January 18, 2009

Tales of Manhattan

Gorgeous day again yesterday, bright sunshine and New York sub-zero temperatures, walking and walking around lower Manhattan. First crossing the Brooklyn Bridge (see left), taking lots of pictures along the way - including an update of my "panoramic collage" that hangs on my wall from 1992 when I was last here.

Then on down to ground zero which, of course, is just a big hole in the ground - even more so because it is a building site at the moment develping, I believe, a memorial park on the site of the twin towers. Nevertheless photograph the "space" where they were, now filled with sunbeams of glory (see below):


Is that the shadow of a dove I see at the bottom of the picture ...?

Also visited the Episcopal Church of St. Paul which is right by here - a Church that provided hospitality, care and counselling (as well as foot care!) to the thousands of volunteers who came in the aftermath of 9-11 to clear the site and recover what remains of loved-ones they could. The Church itself has now become something of a pilgrimage site for thousands of visitors who make there way here - there was a steady stream of people coming through when we were there and I get the impression that this is constant. Inside there are memorials and memorabilia from that traumatic time - a scar on the psyche and on the heart of the nation (and the world really - e.g. insgnia badges had been sent from police departments right across the world as a mark of solidarity - including Thames Valley in the UK and the Carabinieri in Italy). I was not prepared for how moving this place and this experience would be. There was nothing to do after sitting there quietly for a while but to walk in silence through those streets of lower Manhattan, remembering and imagining what is was like.

Strange that we were there just two days after another plane had come down in Manhattan - the one that had to force land in the Hudson River on Thursday. I'm sure the sight of a plane coming in low over the city must have froze people's hearts, no doubt descending in eery silence having now engines. The world's largest glider, but in the hands of a superhero for a pilot. We didn't see the plane itself but we could see through binoculars from the top of the Empire State Building where they are trying to bring it out of the river.

On the way to the Empire State we wondered through Greenwich Village and thought of Dylan's early days in the bars and coffee shops there, and of Kerouac and Ginsberg, and Thomas Merton too, stopping by 35 Perry Street where he wrote his Secular Journal before going to the monastery in Kentucky.

From the Empire State we made our way in the gathering dusk down Fifth Avenue, then Broadway and the Bowery all the way back to the Brooklyn Bridge attempting some pictures along the way (with moderate success) of the sparkling jewels of Gotham night. Click on the photo below to fill your screen with New York nighttime skyline....

Friday, January 16, 2009

New York, New York!

No pictures today - not yet anyway as I'm writing this on someone else's computer... but we're here in New York, staying in Brooklyn Heights with new friends John and Jill. Sean arrived on time at JFK, I had a good run down from Lowell in bright sunshine but biting cold - thermometer said minus nineteen degrees C in Lowell this morning - and the latest news on my car is that it is passing through Winnipeg today due to arrive in Toronto on January 20th. So it's all good.

P.S. Update - here's where we were staying in Brooklyn Heights with John and Jill...

Thursday, January 15, 2009

Lowell: Where Kerouac's Road Began

So here I am in Centralville an area in Lowell, Massachusetts where Jack Kerouac was born and spent the early years of his life. This was yesterday, the temperature was about minus ten degrees centigrade - hence the scarf! It's colder today.

After a leisurely breakfast with my hosts, retired priest Frank Baker and his daughter Cindy, I headed out on one of my favourite activities in a new town or city - especially if it is of a "pilgrimage" nature - a walking tour. Simply walking around through the streets, these same streets Jack walked, seeing the places he lived and worked and played. Much has no doubt changed, but I am sure much still remains the same - especially under a blanket of snow. Many of the houses are the same, the Merrimack and Concord Rivers continue to flow very much as very have always done, many of the old textile mills are still here even though the industry has gone - many have been turned into luxury apartments, or incorporated into the country's first and (I think) only urban national park, complete with park rangers (!), some of the old mills remain as derelict redbrick ruins waiting for redevelopment and rebirth. Much changed, much remains the same. No doubt the snake of the world still lies coiled beneath the hill behind me here in Centralville (read Doctor Sax to know what I'm talking about).

I took a lot of pictures - no room to show them all here but if you are a facebook friend you can see them there - I'll just put in a selection here to give you a flavour. Here's Kerouac's birthplace at 9 Lupine Road where he lived the first two years of his life (incidently, if you click on any of the pictures you can see them full-size).

Gabrielle & Leo Kerouac lived on the second floor (first floor for Brits) with their children Gerard, Caroline and baby Jack. In 1924 they moved just around the corner to 35 Burnaby Street (never noticed the BC connection before!) into what for me I think was my favourite Kerouac childhood home. As you can see, the sky was very blue yesterday. Gorgeous day!

The Kerouacs moved around quite a lot, as you can gather, and I visited a number of other addresses in Centralville, including 34 Beaulieau Street where Jack's saintly older brother Gerard died in 1926 at the age of nine (Jack was four). Then I headed over to Pawtucketville, maybe 10-15 minutes walk away, where Jack spent his teenage years, again at various addresses. From Pawtucketville you can head into downtown across the Moody Street Bridge - this became a fearful place for young Jack who, at the age of twelve, was walking across the bridge with his mother when a man coming towards them, carrying a watermelon, suddenly dropped dead of a heart attack. I can well imagine the terror as even now the car tires rolling across the iron grid of the bridge seem to wail mournful cries of tormented ghosts.


From this mournful location it was fitting that I then took in the Archambault Funeral Home where Pauvre Ti Jean was laid out before his funeral on October 24, 1969 at Saint Jean-Baptiste Church, which I passed on my way down to the Old Worthen Pub (a Kerouac local) to hook up with my old friend Ed Farley, who I first met in Louisville, Kentucky through the Thomas Merton Society. Ed was born in Lowell and has lived here virtually all his life.

With Ed I visited the Kerouac Monument at the corner of Bridge and French Streets - a simple but impressive community of solitary granite blocks inscribed with some choice words of Kerouac scripture. Ed was there at the inauguration of this monument and remembers the architect inviting people to come back in a quiet moment, to sit and to read some of Kerouac's writing in this very peaceful place - in the midst of the city and the old textile mill buildings.

Today I have spent most of the day in downtown Lowell, first at the Kerouac Monument again, which I find has a deep solidity to it, as well as a deep spirituality - a sense of never mind the legend, never mind the tragedy, never mind all the confusion and dissolution, read these words and find in them the life of a great soul - and let it be balm and sustenance for your own soul. Then, I headed over to the public library, one of Jack's favourite places when skipping classes at Lowell High, which I passed along the way - stopping at the famous clock featured in Maggie Cassidy. There's something quite ironic and wonderfully subterranean to skip classes in order to go and sit in a library! But with temperatures like today's, I can well imagine why.

It was getting dark by the time I left the library. Time to stop off at the local bookstore to pick up a couple of books on the social history of this place, Lowell; and then a brisk wander through the gathering gloom to visit a couple more haunts of old angel midnight himself, before repairing to the Old Worthen once more for a pint of Sam Adams before heading back for supper. As I ordered my pint, a fellow patron of the establishment asked me where my accent was from... and what brought me to Lowell, and in the best Kerouac fashion a conversation was begun and a connection made - ending up with Eric insisting on paying my bill. Thank you, Eric - blessings upon you, and upon you too, Scott - it was good to meet you both!

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

The Road Begins

Here's my new car! Dodge Avenger - like it? Love the fact that it is burgundy - like Jack and Neal's car in 1949.... So, decided that best thing to do is press on. Renting a vehicle for a week (or so) probably has the least financial impact compared to other options (e.g. renting for the whole time), and having to return it to Toronto hopefully will only put us couple of days behind schedule, which hopefully we can make up by adjusting the route - especially the side trip bit to Merton's monastery at Gethsemani. It puts me in mind of the back-and-forth journeys between Rocky Mount and NY with furniture for Kerouac's mother (Sal's aunt, in the book).

Also reminds me of the beginning of On The Road where Sal/Jack starts his first journey west by heading north and getting trapped in the rain in the bear mountain wilderness and having to take a bus back into NY with a bunch of school teachers. Thing is: we're doing this trip to be on the road, and whatever happens, we're going to be on the road - even if part of the time we're having to make a frantic dash back to Toronto to return this car and pick up my car. It's still the road, right? We'll still be listening to great sounds, drumming on the dashboard, gabbing about life and whether and how and when we got "It" - you know "It!" Like life, we get thwarted sometimes, we think, and yet we're still here, we still have this day, we're alive, and no-one and nothing can take this from us. Only we ourselves, if we squander it being preoccupied with things not working out as we wish.

Above picture was taken soon after entering the States when I stopped for a coffee on I-90 with another 700km to go to get to Lowell where I cannot believe I actually am now. As I got closer, and the darkness came, the sky seemed to take on a luminous quality. Very striking particularly when I first saw "Lowell" on the signpost about 50 miles out, as if the horizon where I was heading was hallowed in glory - must have been the glow of a full moon radiating through the clouds, and I thought of Dr. Sax and the shadow disappearing in old milltown Lowell, where I now sit in a house in the heart of Centralville.

Some more snapshots along the road:


And I particularly like this one taken across the dashboard:


Both the above shots taken on the road traveling I-90 in New York State.

Monday, January 12, 2009

The Road Begins! Well, not quite ...

OK: So this is where I am now - well, not exactly right now, but I am in Toronto... not exactly according to plan, but then I guess that is quite Kerouacian - for plans to be made that then fall flat on their face. Turns out that shipping the car to Toronto wasn't such a great idea after all - it's not here. And what is more I've arrived here to find that it is still in BC ... on the train but still in BC ... not likely to be here until at least January 19 when Sean and I are due to be leaving NY. So I've spent the past few hours trying to figure out what to do. Still not sure.

But one spin-off benefit of this upset to plans is that I've had the reason, necessity, opportunity to get in touch with Susan Snow and Wade Howie who used to attend St. Francis with their daughter, Olivia. They included their contact details in a Christmas card that came late that I somehow just thought I should bring with me.... So, I phoned them from the airport with no notice and asked if I could stay over. Without hesitation they said, "Yes," and picked me up down town, brought me home, fed me and made me really welcome as we tried to work out where to go from here. I'm trying to take the attitude with this "On the Road" thing that whatever happens it's going to be OK. Be in the moment and see what the moment has to say. Not just, "It's a lousy idea to ship your car from Vancouver in winter if you actually want to get it by a certain date," but that life continues, and where the road leads can never be determined - at least not with any certainty. There is no certainty. We all know that; but sometimes we have to learn it all over again. Transform the frustration into bounty.

So what happens next? I think sleep happens next. Then probably get a rental car from Toronto airport and carry on, with the aim of returning to Toronto when my car finally arrives - sometime next week. Probably means we're not going to able to follow Kerouac's exact route or schedule - actually never intended to follow the schedule too closely as they didn't stop at all and made NY to New Orleans in about 42 hours and then about 5 days to SF when the journey resumed - but perhaps we'll follow him in the spirit of having to adapt and overcome the obstacles along the way - like the run-in with the law they had when Al Hinkle/Ed Dunkel got a speeding ticket in Virginia....

Monday, December 15, 2008

Getting to the Start of the Road

OK, so here's the plan: having considered various options including renting a vehicle or buying a vehicle in NY and selling it in SF, I've decided to ship my vehicle (2004 Ford Escape) to Toronto by train. I'm then going to fly to Toronto on January 12, 2009 pick it up and head south to the border. Before heading for New York City I plan to visit Lowell, Massachusetts - Kerouac's birthplace and where he spent the early years of his life - where his road began. It'd also be good to get to Concord and check out some of Thoreau's old haunts - Walden Pond etc, "I went to the woods because I wished to live deliberately...."

Then Sean flies into New York on January 16 and we'll hang out in New York for the weekend before heading out on the road on January 19....